the milky way. sort of.
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milkywaywI have huge goals for photographing the Milky Way. We all know I'm a space nerd and a photography nerd, so this all makes sense, right?It does. Except for the fact that this kid we made wakes me up every day at 6 am (or earlier), and I cannot seem to stay awake past 11 pm. Which makes photographing the Milky Way tough in the summer when the sun sets so late. But I decided to give it a try last week while I was up north.While I can technically (barely) see the Milky Way in these photos, I would consider this to be a pretty big fail considering my end goal is something more like this.So, obviously, I have a long way to go.The first things I need to do are 1. Get further away from civilization and away from the lights and 2. Wait until it's darker. These images were taken around 10:15 pm, and the moon was still up. I think shooting after the moon has gone down (or better yet, when there is no moon) would be better.Anyway! I wanted to show you these, so that when some day (in 2021 maybe?) when I totally nail the shot, we can all look back at this and laugh! In a fun way. A few more shots from that night are below! And let's all remember, that spending the evening with friends gazing up at the stars is never a true failure :)07w08wFor your internet shares of the day:+ I think this is an amazing umbrella design. But my husband just laughed at how excited it made me, so maybe I'm too easily pleased. (The second video explains it better.)+ I want to eat these for dinner this week.+ I loved the before and after shots of this remodel.+ Pretty proud of my hometown for this move regarding Black Lives Matter.

monday at the madhouse ~ the usual antics
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01wOh, don't worry. We didn't head back to the North Shore so quick (sadly), but I forgot I had taken these photos on the day we left last week! I found them in my camera, and I added them onto this week's post.These were taken from a picnic we had on our way back home. It was also the place where we taught Ezra the game of "throw the rocks in the lake." He was quite pleased. Also? Lots of rocks to choose from...03wI just loved these seagulls and how they were sitting along the shore.04wAnd I might make this my desktop image.02wMy boys.05w06wThis weekend, we took the kid back to the zoo. It had been a few months, and the weather was nice. He was enamored with the splash pad there, and next time we'll bring the swimsuit for more play time.07wAnd once again, he loved getting up close to the leopards.08wToday he saw grizzly bears, black bears, sea otters, leopards, tigers, caribou, camels, horses, penguins, wild boar, prairie dogs, foxes, coyotes, turtles and wolves (to name a few). If you ask him his favorite part of going to the zoo, he will tell you honestly. It was the "yellow popcorn!" Kids.09wBut at least we were successful in wearing him out. This was as we pulled up to the house after our trip.10wLater this weekend, we played in the "pool" outside. Ezra's new favorite game is pouring water on us (or anyone, really). So now he fills a cup and then chases you around the yard laughing and screaming. It's a blast.11w 12wAnd lastly, Ezra's grandmother sent him a Thomas the Train toy that makes its own steam (cool to the touch). That occupied several hours this weekend, and we were told that the train also deserves a spot at the dinner table. Ahem. So there it sat, at the other end, where it could not be played with, but was part of the family.

Friday at the Madhouse ~ North shore recap
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01wOK kids, this is a big post. Lots of nature shots (probably more of the scenery than the kid). But I hope it's worth it!We went up to the North Shore of Lake Superior last weekend, and we just... took it all in. We played games, took walks, watched trains, watched freighters coming in and out of dock, watched birds, collected rocks, sat by campfires and ate s'mores. It was just what the doctor ordered. Here are the photos.Day one:02w 03w 04w 05w 06w 07w 08w 09w Day two started with sunrise at 5:24 am. No, Ezra wasn't up. But I wanted to watch it.01wThen it got super foggy!04w 05w 02w  03w"Bye-bye boat!" "Loud boat!"07wDay three was spent outside playing. I left my camera at the cabin for most of it because I knew I was going to photograph the stars that night and because playing with bubbles and yard games is hard when you are carrying a camera.01w 02w 04w 05wUm, those are bugs. Amazingly, they didn't bother us (much).06wSee all the camp fires along the shore? I love that.No star photos for you now -- I'll do another post on that next week. But I did finally see the milky way, and it was wonderful.For your internet shares today, I have some doozies!+ This behind-the-scenes reel from the new Star Wars movie has me even more excited!+ Mick Jagger is 72 and he got his 29-year-old ballerina girlfriend pregnant. It's his 8th child and this baby will be two years younger than his two great grandchildren. Because of course he can. Because he's Mick Jagger.+ This commentary made me sad (but it's important to read, so please do -- it's short!)+ And this bit of news about Nintendo consoles made me happy. I only wish tetris were included!

a short week at the madhouse
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03wWow. You guys, we are coming off the best vacation. It was... glorious. I just, I cannot tell you how much we needed this and how much fun it was and how I have spent the day "working" and researching future vacations because I want to do more of this again and again and again (hopefully not jinxing myself there).I'm breaking this week's family update into 2 posts because I have a LOT of photos, and it's just too much for one day. I hope you don't tire of the kid, and I'm sorry if you do, but I'll be back with non-kid stuff next week, I promise!Before heading up north last weekend, we met up with several friends in Osceola, WI to take the "Pizza Train." This is a refurbished train from the early 1900s that has dining cars set up where families can eat pizza and brownies while riding along the St. Croix River (that's the river that separates Minnesota from Wisconsin, for all you out-of-towners). It's a lovely route and the train itself is so interesting and fun, and we had a blast. Photos from the trip are below -- please enjoy. And please take your kids on this ride, it was so much fun!01wThis is after lunch, before we really began exploring the train.08wThis was shot from the bridge that goes over the river.07wAt one point the train stops, and the engine detaches and then zooms by to the other end of the train to re-attach (to pull us back where we came from). Ezra and I were standing by the open car door (it had railings) waiting for the engine to pass. It was getting close -- and loud -- and Ezra was, shall we say, a little nervous. This is him asking me to pick him up. Don't worry -- I did.02w 05wHere we are with Eero watching the scenery go by.12wAnd our friend Jaime and her family joined us as well! I love how happy mom and daughter are in this photo.09wEero had this amazing train whistle that he brought and that Ezra coveted. We bought him one at the gift shop after, and that thing has already gotten a TON of use.14wOne of the cars was the old post office car where passengers could mail post cards and letters. It was so cool to see how that all worked!11wAnother photo of the Chizbachers.04w13w 10wAnd the ever-adorable Petersens!06w 15wAnd after we got off the train, Eero and Ezra (and Eric) climbed up into this stationary caboose. I love the boys so happy up top!I'll be back tomorrow with images from the North Shore!For your internet shares of the day:+ I loved these beauty tips from a former beauty editor.+ 15 minute Lo Mein for dinner!? Yes! Let's do it!

reflections
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0708sailswI shot this photo yesterday morning. I had a sunrise shoot over at the lake, so I took advantage of the light and the still waters.Honestly, folks? I'm still in a somber mood about the shooting in Falcon Heights yesterday. I'm so sad for that family's loss and for the state of our world right now. I'm sad that there is anyone out there who thinks it's ok for a cop to fire a gun into a car carrying a small child with no weapon in sight. I'm sad that the NRA jumps to defend white people who are under fire for their conceal and carry licenses, but are silent when the victim is black. And I am sad for all the children who Phil fed and loved at his place of employment, who now will learn what a cruel and unfair place this world can be.While I realize it reeks of my privilege to say this, I am glad I am heading out of town for a few days to gather my thoughts and step away from the constant stream of social media. I realize how fortunate I am, in my white skin, to be able to do just that. I don't have to live in the stress and fear day after day that these people of color are dealing with. And yes, I do feel guilty about that.And speaking of internet information overload, I had tears on my cheeks many times today while watching a variety of videos on this topic. The one that haunts me the most, however, is from this black female police officer. If you haven't seen it, it's worth your time. Also? If you have a free moment today, write or call your local representatives and politicians. Demand more civilian oversight in these cases. Demand more training on racial issues and non-lethal force. That's what I did today, and while it didn't make me feel better, at least I felt I did *something*.As I mentioned, I'm heading into the woods for a brief break. I'll be back blogging at the end of next week. See you on the other side.

father + daughter
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10wThis was just one of many sweet moments I witnessed among the families I photographed last weekend. There is something so great about fathers and daughters and the relationship they share.Your internet shares today:+ I love this side-by-side photo comparison of actors and the celebrities they are portraying.+ Watching this piece of art come together is truly mesmerizing! See if you can figure out what he's painting before the end.+ And since it's the middle of summer and I am heading into the woods soon, I thought you might like to know what my favorite read so far this summer has been. Ladies? You must read this one.UPDATE:Many of you know that I create my blog posts at the end of the day previous to posting time. Why do I do this? So I don't have to blog on Fridays. A simple, honest answer.But this morning's news of the killing of Philando Castile has me reeling. Don't click on those internet links above. Instead, read up on what happened to Philando. And Alton Sterling. Do we have video of the entire incidents? No. No we do not. But I am certain that a man does not need to be shot four times in front of his child because he's been pulled over for a broken tail light. I am so horrified and saddened by these cases.+ Here is what happened to Philando.+ Here is what happened to Alton.+ Here is more information about police killings.Also, I would like to point out that, yes, both of these men had guns on them. But both of them also had conceal and carry licenses. Neither of them pointed weapons at officers. And if anyone wants to justify these shootings with "well they had a weapon," then I want to ask, does this 2nd amendment right that I keep hearing about not cover black men?

four weeks old
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01wWe started this week off with a newborn session, and I have five more sessions before I take my mid-summer break, which starts Saturday. It's super busy around these parts, but after the next few days, things seem to slow down a little, which will be a huge relief as I'll be able to dig into all my processing! While I loooooove shooting all the time, knowing how much work is piling up in the office is also a touch stressful. But then again, spending days with babies and puppies? Who can complain.This little guy was such a cutie, and I was so happy to meet his parents, who live only a few blocks away from me. It's always such a wonderful treat when I get to meet new(ish) neighbors!I wasn't online much today, so I don't have anything new to share. However, ever since I read this piece on how to make your butt look great in jeans, I keep coming back to it. How could you not?